Morning Pages

This probably isn't the best time to try and start a new habit but I'm doing it anyway! 

First thing in the morning, or as close to first thing as I can get, I get my handy spiral notebook and sit down to write. I write three pages by hand (approximately 750 words) and I plan to do this every day. 

Granted, I will be writing every day (hopefully) for the next 30 days considering NaNoWriMo starts tomorrow but I figure this is a good way to get all the worries and fears and random thoughts out of my brain first thing in the morning. 

I got this idea from the book "The Artist's Way" by Julia Cameron. The author promotes this practice as a good way to get the thoughts in your mind out of the way first thing so that they won't interfere with your writing later on. This frees up your mind to think creatively without hinderance. The author also says this is a good way to track ideas or things that might be developed later on into a great story. 

I know, for me, it's nice to get all my concerns on paper. I can look back on these pages and look to see what was preoccupying my thoughts, what was really bothering me, and what areas I need to work on. It's both an exercise in writing and an exercise in self-psychology. I've only be earnestly pursuing this practice for a couple days now but, already, I am starting to look forward to filling up the pages.

You don't have to write on paper. I know some people who use computers or this nifty little website called 750Words. Personally, for me, there's something satisfying about putting pen to paper and watching those lined pages fill up with words. I get a scary amount of satisfaction when a page is filled with words and the ink across paper causes it to curl and crinkle under hand. But maybe that's just me.

To the Edge of Sharlan

"Sharlan: free man. This is the edge of the last human bastion. With all the resistance and violence being met with from other species, Chorell had hoped that he would be the last thing on humanity's mind. But when his experiment with joining minds with one of the Jal'nei, a race of aliens newly come to the attack on humanity, is discovered he finds himself hunted by his own, an already rare and almost extinct species. Now, with the swarming noise of the Jal'nei offensive clouding his mind, Chorell must venture out of Sharlan to survive his own as well as humanity's enemies."

And this is established...
The main character: Chorell
An antagonist: The Jal'nei, as well as humanity
Location: Sharlan, the outer reaches of the last human bastion 
Major conflict: Chorell's life as a hunted other by both his own race and the aliens around him

Now to decide if we catch up with this poor guy while he's running or start it from earlier on. Do I want to Tarantino? I suppose that will be decided later. I do tend to start somewhere and then go back and add things to the beginning. So I don't feel too worried.

I at last now have a plot (of some sort) and enough conflict to reason with. 

Counting Down to Mayhem

Looking at my calendar, I can see the end of October and the beginning of November. And that means I have less time than I thought in order to get ready for NaNoWriMo. In fact, I have about four days if you count today.  It's always one of the craziest months for me, between working and writing and house stuff and everything else. This year will be doubly crazy with two jobs, two certification exams coming up.... AHHHH!

Why do I put myself in these situations?

Because it's fun and I'm sure that says something about me with regards to my ability to punish myself in ways that I probably shouldn't. It's a fun month though and, in the end, I should have 50,000 words that I might not otherwise have had and that's at least something. In fact, it's a good something in my opinion. 50,000 words closer to another book to be marketed which is an awesome thing. 

So I sat down last night and looked at everything I need to do and how much time there is in the day and I've realized I just can't sleep or do anything besides work and write and study. But it's only for 30 days right? Not THAT bad. Not all that good either but at least it's a productive (and crazy) month.

I will try to keep everyone updated with my progress on this blog. I will consider these posts to be my therapy as a wade through the next 30 days of crazy-awesome. So bear with me if the posts start getting strange, a little desperate, or a little rant-like.

It's That Time of Year Again

National Novel Writing Month is here! Well, almost here. We've got another scant 15 days to go before the craziness begins. I'm still trying to decide exactly what I want to write this year. I might go with what I did the first year, which was pretty successful: just wing it.

Sometimes the most successful writing, at least for me, comes from just winging it and not really worrying about what the end result is. The first time I tried this I got a relatively good novel out of it. Then, once NaNoWriMo was done, I just had to go ahead and add a bit, do some editing, and it was decent. Doing NaNoWriMo that way really gives me flexibility to just go wherever I want to go with the content. It's kind of nice knowing that I can go wherever I want in the plot. Outlining has never been my thing. 

To be honest, I have tried to outline before but I've never been very successful with it. There's something about really flushing out the idea beforehand that makes things rather complicated. I like the idea of discovering things as I work, not just following a strict guideline.

Overall, I'm excited to get started with NaNoWriMo even though I know it's going to be stressful. Working both jobs and getting this done is going to be interesting. Sure, I write every day but there's something specifically stressful about doing this competition. It's a fun sort of stress though. I think it's being up against so many deadlines and trying to complete it all in 30 days. But the end result can be truly spectacular.

New Page!

Oh hey, what do you know? It's a new page on the top header of my blog. I put up a quick short entry from a screenplay I'm currently working on. HTML ftw on the formatting! I'm glad I still remember all that from university. Film classes finally pay off! Hoping to get some more writing up on this blog over time so people can see what I'm up to and how it's going. Currently, I've been so busy that there hasn't been much time in the getting things ready for Internet consumption but more to come soon!

Who's really bad at actually updating this blog?

This person!

I guess I'm just bad at actually remembering to do things. It's the remembering that's an issue recently. Not that I haven't been writing. That's been the issue in the past. The writing is going along at a good but steady pace. It's the reminding to actually write on this blog that's taken a backseat to just about everything. There's not much to update about to be honest. 

Did I do Camp NaNoWriMo for July 2013? Yes!

How'd it go? I'd rather not talk about it to be honest. It needs some polishing... a lot of it. That work isn't ready to see or even hear about the light of day. But it's another piece of work under my belt. Another 60k words that might otherwise not have been written. So I'll be happy and content knowing that I did what I set out to do. Follow through can be a wonderful thing in the long term setting and, for a writer, it's less about being inspired and more about getting in the habit of writing. 

I've read that in so many books: that you must feel compelled to write, as if not writing today would kill you!

I guess I'm not quite to that point yet. I have so much else going on in my life. But I am getting there and it's an ongoing struggle that I'm glad I am able to do. Most people don't get the chance t chase their dreams or try and make something out of their lives. I get the wonderful chance, the challenging and awe-inspiring chance to dream chase without being hindered by things that might otherwise stop me! I revel in the thought that I get to do what I want and possibly make money doing it. It's a crazy but wonderful thing and I am so thankful that I get the chance to do it, even if it makes me stay up late into the night because I can't stop writing!

I'll take a few sleepless nights. It's worth it.

New Schedules Throw Me... Every Time...

Having changed my work situation (again) I am now trying to get used to my new and improved schedule. I now only work outside the house for 10 hours a week, work in the house 20-25 hours a week, and spend the rest of the time studying for my certification and writing. 

It's been a good change. 

Talk about reducing stress. I don't much miss the job I left at the library, mostly because of how crazy it had gotten near the end. There were rumors flying around for months that they were going to close us and, guess what, on my last day we got notification that the library was closing. 

So, I guess I dodged a large missile there. 

I feel really bad for my friends still working there. That's a horrible situation to be in knowing that you might not have a job in 2-4 weeks. I'm very lucky to have the work that I do have and a husband who makes enough to support me even if I weren't working. This gives me the freedom to go after my dreams, spend my time writing and daydreaming. It's a great place to be in, I won't lie there. I am very lucky to have everything that I have.

In other news, I'm gearing up for Camp NaNoWriMo which starts April 1st. It's another mad dash to 60k words in 30 days! It doesn't always produce my best work but it at least forces me, through peer pressure, to get words on paper. Which is a wonderful thing!

Writing, I have found, is less about inspiration and "the moment" than just sitting down, every day, and writing. You have to develop the muscle memory of writing and get used to the fact that every day you must write. If you allow yourself to slack off and just write when the mood strikes you, you never accomplish anything. At least, that's how I've seen my writing go. 

For April, I will be tackling a novel currently titled "Hylium Summit." 

Synopsis: The universe is on the verge of war with all five sectors of the galaxy threatening to break the fragile peace that had been brokered two-hundred years earlier. As a last attempt at peace, the five sectors (Coralle, Madeal, Zinovo, Lyster, and Tyjan) send their most decorated and able advisers and noblemen to the Hylium Summit. Will one of the sectors repeat past history and destroy any hopes for peace?

I'm excited to start!